“Sometimes, truth isn’t good enough; sometimes people deserve more. Sometimes people deserve to have their faith rewarded.” — The Dark Knight
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Here’s what I’ve been doing the past few days!
- Gotten an iPhone! Love all the apps so far. Goodbye to my laggy BB, I miss bbm and the keypads though.
- Managed to meet up with Jacq and the rest for a while before I scooted over for cousin’s house warming at town! Small place but pretty cosy for a family of 3. And it is nicely and conveniently located in the heartland of Singapore :) The little ones have grown up so fast, Ashleigh can now walk steadily on her own now and it’s so nice to be greeted by them, felt so happy when Jul Jul addressed me as ‘maimai’ (which means aunt in Hainanese). ^^
- Had the most epic birthday surprise for Yann Ming hahaha we happily went to town with the cake but turned out he wasn’t there because he had a change of plan with his friends so we had to head over to his place and surprise him there instead.
- Caught MIB 3 (I wrote it down as BIM in the above picture lolol) with my favourite person, just happy to be able to spend time with him :) it is amazing how much you can miss someone that you see almost everyday.
- Didn’t get rec back into hall, pretty upset about it. Period.
- Went for a run, how rare of me, legs aching a tiny bit now.
- Met up with Pinye, always so comfortable around her :)
I cannot emphasize how unfair the world is. Such a fucked up place.
Life is a big fat sick joke and it’s not even funny. I don’t believe in putting in effort and working hard anymore. Getting tired of this life, feel as if all hope is lost. Don’t worry, I’m not suicidal. Just that almost everything has gone wrong.
Life sucks when you are not a bad student, when you studied hard and put in effort but you still get horrendous results in the end. And I’m not even having high expectations this time round.
I want to give up. I think I have the rights to. Everyone has been telling me to hang on, I say how about it’s time to let go?
And to those of you out there who has better results than me, I know you want to make me feel better but please don’t say results don’t matter it’s the process that is important and all that bullshit because this is a academically driven society. Who are you kidding when you say results ain’t important. Yeah right, like real.
I should stop because ultimately I think no one understands completely because you didn’t experience what I went through kthxbye.
Hello there, quick update!
- Spent the past week working on D&D, I really hope everything will turn out fine. *fingers crossed*
- Going for a little picnic with Gab tomorrow, I am stoked ^^ Gna have to meet him pretty early in the morning to get some groceries for the picnic and may the weather be just fine tomorrow! :)
- Heading back to SP on Tuesday afternoon because it’s Gil’s graduation, I feel so excited for her and it’s been a year since I graduated from SP oh wow do I need to emphasize again on how time flies? And it’s already the 4th week into the holidays fyi, nooo time has to slow down.
- Release of results on Wednesday midnight, somebody save me I don’t think I can handle the disappointment and sadness when I see a drop in my cumulative GPA ugh.
- Exams are also officially over for my dearest Pinye! I am so happy for you, are you seeing this? :) Already arranged a date to meet up with her yayyyy can’t wait at all! :)
Ogay goodnight, need to get up early later gna attempt to have an earlier night today (if I can fall asleep at all).
Share yourself with everyone and you’ll find yourself feeling connected to no one.
— Thought Catalog
- Yay to no more exams (as for now), yay to end of Year 2. How time flies. Release of exams results in about 2 weeks’ time, bless me.
- Shifted out of hall a few days back, my wardrobe at home is now bursting, still have a whole semester of notes to file up properly. Procrastination at best.
- Managed to meet up with some friends, more meet ups upcoming, can’t wait to see everyone :)
- Spent an afternoon over at Sillyly’s yesterday and Ashleigh is such a qtpie, mischievous but such a darling at the same time. Kids really grow up so fast.
- Gna have lunch soon, and get ready to meet Gabriel later for Avengers, yay life :>
